Need to Vent

I have been trying not to get overly stressed about my finances, but I can't help it. I am now faced with the possibility of having two new babies soon, and worried about working during all of the pregnancy. I was told I couldn't work last week because I was sick, so i missed two days of work. I only work part time as it is, and only earn minimum wage. I still have to keep my head up.

The positives of the last week or so is that the baby/babies father is starting to come back into the picture. Once he realized that I was not lying about him being the father he knew he did not want to miss everything. He did tell me that he was going to try to have everything taken care of. I truly pray that he does, because I want to be able to provide a good future for the baby/babies.

I know that everything is going to work out. I just have to stay focused on the things I want to do, and provide. I am preparing for the worse financially, and hope it does not come to it. I am hoping that i have enough put away in case I have to take maternity leave early, and plan on not receiving an income during that time. The only income that I will have coming in will be my online income, and it is not that great at the moment. Maybe I will get rich with my online work over the next six months :)  It never hurts to dream!